शब्द की तलाश

उस आखिरी वक़्त जब मई रियायत मांग रान्ही होउंगी चंद लम्हों की ................ मौत मुझे नहीं बख्श पायेगी ..................................... मैंने तमाम उम्र जिन्दगी से बेवफाई जो की है..

Everyday I check my horoscope just curiously what the stars say about my day and life. today it says: "You are ready to jump into an activity that takes your mind off more serious concerns now. Luckily, you could have a really fun time playing with a friend, but the actual event may not live up to your expectations. However, a little escape will do you a world of good as long as you are willing to come back and deal with the tougher issues that you left behind." Now I wonder what it actually talks about. i have found on many lazy days, when I was enjoying sleeping whole day in my bed and doing nothing, my hosroscope had put many 'tough' issues to be dealt with. I guess they were talking about the toughness of my quilt [LOL]!!